I'm ill

Since the last two weeks of December 2009, my hand was swollen.My mom thought it was just a normal thing but then it got bigger and blacker by the day.So, we went to the clinic and the doctor charged me RM 95!But it just didnt work as my hand was still very swollen.Then, I went to the clinic again and this time my mom demanded to see a better doctor.The doctor said that my hand is infected and she will just poke it a little bit on the next day.I was so scared.The next day, she took out a syringe!(WHY DO U NEED A SYRINGE IF YOU NEED TO POKE THE INFECTED PART?!)Then, the doctor told me that she need to suck that part out.It was very pain and she even took another syringe to suck the pas out of my finger AGAIN.After all that pain, she said the pas is still in my finger and she must cut that part out.I began to cry but I went and lay on the bed and the doctor freezed my finger(It was awful...seriously)Then, she cut that part out.I went to the clinic everyday to do dressing and now my finger is better.

On the second week on January, I had slight fever.I went to the clinic and took the medicine daily.Today it just worsened.So, the doctor took a blood test and said that it is not dengue..PHEWW.But he said MY WHITE BLOOD CELL IS MORE THAN THE RED BLOOD CELL!(WTH?i got flashes of some negative things...but i have to go to the clinic today and do another blood test before coming to a conclusion:()